Today has been crazy. I don't even know what to do. I really don't want to see something so amazing be gone. I couldn't handle it. I wouldn't know what to do. So many events that have meant so much to me, and have brought new emotions with them, emotions I haven't felt before. Emotions that I can't control. It's crazy. Being a teenager sucks. Nothing ever seems to really go the way it should, and everything seems like it's going to be the end of the world. I guess everything is an experience. We learn from such experiences, each differently, and we can take what we want from it.
This blog is sounding depressing. There's just a lot on my mind. I don't even know everything that's on my mind, nor do I fully understand what I do know. But I know one thing for sure, life is life. We live it. We breath. We do. Everything is for enjoyment. We get an education so we can get a good career, and we work in order to have fun. That's what life is. Fun. I guess we each have a certain role in life, and definitely specific goals we want to accomplish.
10 more days (Counting Saturday. I never count the day we're in though, because it'll be over just as fast as it began.) 10 days until I can step away from everything, perhaps it will even help me understand it all. This is probably going to look so obvious because of recent blogs and the order this is coming in. It's not what you think though. I guarantee I am making it sound far worse than what's really goin' down. But it's still something happening in my life right now, something that is on my mind, and something I just wanted to get down in words. I have no idea. All I know for sure is in 10 days, I will be soaring above the clouds...
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